I am Borg - Part 2 - Chapter 4
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Summary: Seven dreams
The building Jorunn pulled Seven into appeared to be living
quarters, a small cot was against one wall and there was a
hearth at the end of the building. A gently steaming pot of
water hung over the hearth. A short round barrel partially
filled with water before the hearth had Seven resolving that any
bathing occurring would be brief and quick.
Jorunn turned to Seven, "Let me help you take off your armor
shield maiden, and see if your wound is truly healed." Seven
gave in to Jorunn's insistence and pulled her gloves off her
hands and allowed Jorunn to unbind the chain sleeves from the
coat. Jorunn paused when she was done, noticing for the first
time that the strange metal around Seven's eye was also on her
Exclaiming Jorunn gently lifted Seven's left hand in her own and
ran her fingers over the metallic strips. Seven was surprised at
first, no one had touched her exoskeleton but the Doctor when he
was examining her and then only briefly. Seven wasn't entirely
sure she was comfortable with the situation but, seeing the rapt
look on Jorunn's face, decided not to pull her hand back.
Undoubtedly Naomi would be the same way, thought Seven.
"Does it hurt?" asked Jorunn. Seeing the puzzled look on Seven's
face Jorunn elaborated, "The metal in your skin, does it hurt
Seven replied, "No it does not hurt me, it is part of my body."
Seven was wearing her set of blue Mularan clothing under the
chain mail and Jorunn examined the wrapping around her wrist,
calling it clever when she realized it was one piece instead of
the banding it looked like. Jorunn paused after she figured out
the wrist wrappings and said, "Lets get the chain mail off, if
you bend over I will pull it over your head."
Obediently Seven did as she had suggested and shortly the heavy
chain mail was removed and carefully laid across a table. Jorunn
turned and looked with concern at the slightly blood stained
hole in Seven's blouse. "You were injured; please take off your
tunic, your wound should be looked at if only to make sure it
Reluctantly Seven undid the other wrist wrap and waistband and
pulled the top over her head, leaving her upper body covered
only by her bra. Jorunn looked curiously at the garment and
asked Seven what it was, upon hearing the answer she told Seven
that they used strips of cloth to bind their breasts. Jorunn had
been gently examining the red mark that was all that was left of
"It does look well healed; I don't understand, this wound should
have injured your lung. You should be seriously injured or even
dead from it," said Jorunn.
Seven replied, "I heal quickly, it is a.... gift from the
goddess I spoke of." Seven had been trying not to pay attention
to the young woman's hands as she examined the wound. But when
they started tracing the lines of the exoskeleton on her stomach
Seven looked at Jorunn curiously.
"You can feel that?" said Jorunn surprised.
"Yes they are as sensitive as my skin," answered Seven. The feel
of Jorunn's fingers trailing gently over the exoskeleton of her
stomach was not at all unpleasant but it was making Seven
slightly tense. Seven relaxed when Jorunn moved around to her
back and examined the red mark where the exit wound had been.
"These are beautiful," said Jorunn her breath ghosting over
Sevens back where she was leaning close to her shoulder.
An odd shiver at the sensation ran though Seven's body and she
slowly became aware that the gentle trailing touch was
definitely pleasant. Seven catalogued her body's responses,
slightly increase breathing rate, increased body temperature,
slight dilation of the eyes. She also detected the same changes
in Jorunn. Suddenly Seven realized why they seemed so familiar,
she had detected these changes in others but never in herself,
she was becoming aroused by Jorunn's touch. And judging from
what she could tell of Jorunn's physiological changes she was as
What Seven was completely unsure of was what if anything did she
wanted to do about the situation she found herself in. This was
the empirical evidence she needed to decide whether she was
attracted to women, it appeared that she was. Seven decided to
simply let her dream take her where it would; perhaps this was
what she was supposed to learn.
Seven felt the press of soft breasts against her back just
before Jorunn's touch shifted and she moved her hands upward
along Seven's shoulder blades to her shoulders then down along
her arms. Seven's strength training along with the additional
bulk of the muscle fibers had changed the appearance of her
upper body. She had looked thin and muscular before, the thin
part of that description no longer applied. She did not look
overly developed, but the strength in her upper body was
apparent in the development of her shoulders and arms.
"You are very strong shield maiden," said Jorunn next to Seven's
ear. The feel of Jorunn lightly pressed up against her back and
the warm breath upon her ear sent tingles of nerve reactions
along Seven's spine. Bemusedly Seven suspected that this was
what humans termed seduction. Deliberate actions designed to
arouse another to persuade them to have.... Seven considered the
term that would be correct and decided upon sex since she did
not know Jorunn well enough to have strong feelings for her.
At that moment Altea called out from the other side of the door
and Jorunn stepped away from her just before Altea entered the
building. Seeing that Seven was standing half clothed Altea
hastily closed the door covering behind her and gave Jorunn a
suspicious look. Seven realized that Altea had suspected that
Jorunn would be attracted to her and that was the reason for
Altea's slight hostility.
"Her wounds look nearly healed," said Jorunn, "only faint marks
remain where the spear wounded her. Her tunic needs to be washed
and mended; I will take care of it while Annika bathes and bring
her one of mine to wear while it dries." Jorunn gathered up
Seven's shirt as she said this and turning to her said, "I will
be back in a few minutes with a shirt for you." Jorunn passed by
Altea with barely a look as the exited the building.
Altea politely looked away from Seven and said, "I had not
realized your jewelry covered more than the area around your
"It is not jewelry, it is.... " Seven considered what to call
her exoskeleton, "part of my skeleton, it protects me from
Altea glanced at her surprised and exclaimed, "That's how you
were able to block the spears and the sword at the end of the
fight without being damaged. I thought the sword blow would
surely have broken your arm but you were not wounded. It was
only because the spear was thrust in between your armor that it
"That is correct," said Seven.
Altea asked, "Are you protected inside as well, is that how you
healed so quickly?"
Seven nodded and they both glanced at the door as Jorunn entered
with a white tunic and walked over and handed it to Seven along
with some strips of absorbent cloth which she told her were for
drying herself after her bath. The two of them left together,
giving Seven some privacy for her bathing. Altea took Seven's
Bat'leth promising that she would return it later after she had
cleaned the leather hand guards and cleaned the blade with oil.
Seven undressed and shook the dust and dirt from her pants and
A few passes of her hand over the worse of the stains and they
were gone. She suspected no one knew that one aspect of the
specialized fabric was its ability to interact with her
exoskeleton for cleaning and mending. She could have cleaned and
mended her blouse but it would not hurt it to be washed and
mended by hand. Finally Seven poured the heated water into the
barrel and quickly washed herself using the soft soap provided.
Seven tested the composition of the soap before using it and
decided that it was safe to use. Seven suspected that it was
produced by boiling animal fat with potash.
Seven decided to wash her undergarments as well since they were
slightly sweaty; it was not difficult to dry them afterwards
between using her exoskeleton to wick the moisture from them and
the heat of the fire. Voices outside had her replying that she
was not finished and Seven hurried to redress before letting the
two women know they could enter the building.
Jorunn had her tunic repaired though it was still damp from its
washing, she also had a cleverly designed comb for Seven to use.
Seven examined the comb curiously, each tooth was made
separately from iron, and the top of each tooth was flattened
into a disk. The disks were then slotted in between two iron
plates that were then riveted securely together. Seven suspected
the plates were lightly incised on the inside to prevent the
disk from twisting.
Seven realized the two women were grinning at her over her
examination of the comb and blushed. "It is well made," Seven
commented to them before using the comb to unsnarl her hair.
Jorunn offered, "If you would like I can braid your hair and
arrange it like ours."
Seven nodded and sat down on one of the benches in the room, she
had noted how most women's hair was braided into either one or
two large braids which were then knotted once and left hanging
down the back. Seven thought the style was elegant and simple.
"One or two braids?" asked Jorunn holding out her hand for the
Seven handed it over to her and said, "One braid please."
A cry of "Altea" was heard outside and Altea left the building
seeking whoever had called her. Jorunn took the opportunity to
step closer to Seven and her hands that had been business like
became more gentle, her touch more caressing. Seven was amazed
at how aware she was of the slight changes now that she had
recognized what was occurring between them.
Jorunn began braiding her hair, and Seven wondered whether the
occasional light touches down the nape of her neck were
intentional or not. Seven had not thought that the nape of her
neck was so sensitive to touch; yet it seemed to have become
extremely sensitive over the past few minutes. Each delicate
touch of Jorunn's fingers increased the level of arousal Seven
was experiencing. Seven was busy cataloguing each sensation with
one part of her cortical node while the majority of her brain
was simply enjoying the sensations as they occurred. She knew
she could go over the information later and analyze it.
Jorunn finally finished braiding and knotting Seven's hair and
then in a move that only slightly surprised Seven, gently
reached out and with a gentle pressure turned Seven's head
toward her. Seven didn't fight the pressure nor did she draw
back when Jorunn slowly brought her face nearer until their lips
touched in Seven's first kiss.
It was gentle and delicate, a light meeting of lips that became
more firm as Jorunn delicately brushed and then applied a light
pressure to Seven's lower lip and then her upper. Jorunn drew
back and Seven looked at her wonderingly, her lips still
tingling from the contact.
Jorunn smiled and softly asked, "Have you never been kissed by a
woman before? I trust I did not offend you, you did not draw
away from my touches earlier."
Seven said honestly, "I have never been kissed before. You have
not offended me Jorunn."
Jorunn looked at Seven astonished, "But, you are older than I
how is it that.... " she paused and then asked hesitantly, "This
goddess who you follow, she requires that you be chaste?"
Seven's mouth twitched in a slight smile, "I have not had the
opportunity until recently to have such an interaction with
anyone. And no, she does not require that I be chaste."
"Did you find it pleasing?" asked Jorunn.
Seven simply nodded, it had been much more pleasant than she had
thought it would be from the descriptions she had read.
Jorunn smiled at her, "Perhaps next time you will kiss me back
then." Seven flushed slightly realizing that she should have
been participating in the kiss instead of remaining motionless.
"Don't be embarrassed Annika, I believe I did the same thing
when I was kissed for the first time as well," said Jorunn as
she gripped Seven's shoulder reassuringly and gave her an
Seven smiled back at her, "I will endeavor to do better next
"That's the first time I've seen you actually smile," commented
Jorunn. "You look even more beautiful when you do Annika."
Seven flushed and asked, "You think I'm beautiful?"
"You are beautiful Annika," said Jorunn.
Seven looked at Jorunn and said sincerely, "You are beautiful
Jorunn laughed and said, "Thank you. As much as I would like to
continue spending time with you alone, we must go to the
banquet. I believe your tunic is dry if you would like to wear
Seven nodded and retrieved her blouse, noting that the mended
hole had disappeared and the garment was undamaged. Jorunn
noticed it as well and after Seven finished dressing she walked
over and brushed her finger tips over the area she had mended,
not so accidentally brushing the underside of Seven's breast as
Seven stood rooted for a moment astonished at her reaction to
the touch, Jorunn grinned at her with a smile that Seven
tentatively identified as teasing. "Are you teasing me Jorunn?"
asked Seven hesitantly.
Jorunn sensed her uncertainty and said, "Yes, I'll stop if it's
bothering you though. I don't want to make you uncomfortable."
"It did not make me uncomfortable Jorunn, I was just trying to
identify your behavior," explained Seven.
"You haven't been teased before Seven? Verbally I mean. I guess
no one has touched you teasingly before," said Jorunn.
"No, no one has touched me like this before. People have told me
they were teasing or joking with me before but it was generally
not a pleasant experience," said Seven.
Jorunn's face tightened for a moment in anger, "If you didn't
find it pleasant then they lied to you, they were not teasing
you they were taunting you. They just said they were teasing.
That's the difference between teasing and taunting, with teasing
both people find it pleasant and amusing, and with taunting only
one person does."
Seven considered this and replied, "An efficient distinction
between the two. I have only been teased by a few people then."
Jorunn drifted closer to her and asked in a low voice, "Well I
would like to tease you some tonight, let me know if it changes
from teasing to taunting and I'll stop."
Seven was wary of what Jorunn might consider teasing at this
point and was thinking of how to reply when Jorunn chuckled and
said, "Your face, I don't think you trust me Annika. I promise,
I will do my best not to embarrass you, I will be discrete.
How's that, now will you let me tease you?"
Seven definitely could identify Jorunn's grin as teasing now and
she couldn't help but reply with her own smile. "You will stop
if I ask?"
"I promise," said Jorunn with a solemn look.
Seven was uncertain as to why Jorunn wanted to tease her;
finally she asked "Why do you want to do this?"
Jorunn looked at her seriously and realizing that Annika
honestly had no idea why considered how to answer her, "I hope
your tale explains how you are so innocent Annika. I want to
tease you because I know what I'm doing to you when I touch you.
I know how it feels and that pleases me, to know that you are
reacting to my touch."
Seven wondered about the wisdom of what she was about to do but,
remembering this was a dream, she nodded her permission.
Before they exited the building for the feast hall Jorunn
reached up and pulled Seven down for another brief kiss. This
time Seven kept her wits about her better and managed to return
the pressure of her lips. Seven gasped softly as Jorunn suddenly
nipped her bottom lip lightly before ending the kiss. The
sensation caused by Jorunn's action seemed to jump directly from
Seven's lip to her groin.
Jorunn didn't give Seven time to further analyze what had
happened, she grinned up at Seven knowingly and pulled her by
the hand outside the door. "Much better," said Jorunn over her
shoulder as they walked into the feast hall.
Seven replied softly, "I adapt quickly."
An amused snort was her only reply before Eric rose upon seeing
them enter and boomed out "Shield maiden, here come and take
your seat, everyone this is the brave warrior who defended my
cousin Altea and the other women and children from ten of
Hakan's warriors who pursued them."
Eric sat at a table raised upon a platform instead of on the
earth, the seat Jorunn lead Seven toward was at one of the
tables nearest the Earl's table. Altea was already seated and
Seven took the spot beside her looking curiously at Jorunn who
whispered, "I will be serving you." Seven noticed one of the
shields had been removed and her Bat'leth had been placed behind
her seat. Seven observed several of the warriors looking at it
In a short while Jorunn returned with a water filled basin and
towels, she brought them to Seven and instructed her to wash her
hands as was the custom before every meal. After all of the
people seated had cleaned their hands the food was brought from
the hearths in the middle of the building. Seven watched as
Jorunn took small servings of various meats that were roasting
as well as ladling stewed vegetables into a rectangular wooden
dish that her memory eventually identified as a trencher. A
piece of a flat bread from the flat pan where it was cooked was
added last and Jorunn brought over the trencher and advised
Seven to eat the bread before it hardened.
Seven watched as those around her started eating and picking up
the sharp knife and spoon provided she began to follow suit.
Seven could identify only some of the foods she was eating, such
as fish, but she had no idea of what type. There were three
types of red meat and Seven finally asked Altea in a low voice
what the meats were. Altea smiled and explained that the fish
was sea-trout; the meats were beef, pork and red deer. The
vegetables Seven could identify as a mix of cabbage and onion
with some herbs. The bread was coarse ground but good and made
from oat and barley. Seven was cautious about drinking too much
of the mead that Jorunn had served her in a silver cup.
Jorunn was very attentive, she would frequently pause in her
rounds to stop and in a low voice inquire whether or not Seven
needed anything. Seven was aware that Jorunn was always careful
to make sure that she touched her when she came by, either on
Seven's back or arm. Seven was suddenly aware of exactly what
double-entendre meant the second time Jorunn's voice purred
huskily in her ear, "Would you like anything more Annika," and
her hand trailed along her back to her thigh. Suddenly her mind
was wondering exactly what other things Jorunn might have in
mind and she almost choked on the mouthful of mead she was
drinking. With a satisfied chuckle Jorunn left her coughing to
clear her throat and finally moved away and went to another one
of the guests.
Altea whispered to Seven, "You don't have to let her do that to
you, just tell her no. I tried to tell her to leave you alone
but she refused."
Seven looked over at Altea and considered what to say; finally
she whispered back, "Thank you, she has already informed me that
she will stop if I tell her too."
Altea gave her a wide eyed look and then shook her head, "I hope
you know what you're getting into Annika," she whispered back.
Seven smirked slightly, "No I do not, but it has been
instructional so far."
At that Altea choked over her mead and gave Seven an incredulous
look, then grinned at her and shook her head. "No doubt," she
finally whispered back.
Finally Eric stood and called for Annika to tell her tale. Seven
looked at him uncertainly and he smiled and said, "You are new
to tale telling shield maiden. Tell us how you came to be a
warrior, instead of a maiden."
Seven looked at him uncertainly, "I had no choice in what I
became, I was taken at the age of six by the Borg."
Eric looked at her and asked, "Borg? I have never heard of these
people. They took you as a slave? Where were your people, your
Seven replied "The Borg live very far away from this area, it
will be thousands of years before they are a threat to you. My
mother and father were exobiologists they went to study the Borg
and took me with them. Eventually the Borg noticed our ship and
captured us. My mother and father were assimilated immediately,
but I was not. We traveled to where the Queen was located;
Unimatrix One, and my mother and father lead me into her
chamber. I remember being afraid, my mother and father were
there but they were now drones and they did not speak to me
except to tell me to come with them. The Queen walked around me
and told me I was very intelligent; intelligent enough to be
brought to her for assimilation. She was impressed that I was
not afraid of her. Then she assimilated me and I was put into
one of the maturation tanks where I stayed until I was fully
grown. I was eighteen when I was released from the maturation
tank and given the designation Seven of Nine, Tertiary Adjunct
to Unimatrix One."
The entire hall was looking at her uncertainly trying to figure
out what she had told them. Eric asked, "Your parents were
spying on these Borg?"
Seven considered the question and replied, "They were watching
and studying the Borg without the Borg being aware of them."
One of the men spoke up, "They took their child with them on a
spying mission?" Seven could hear the disbelief in his voice.
Eric interrupted, "What is this assimilation you speak of?"
"You are joined to the hive mind, your thoughts become one with
the hive mind, your will becomes one with the hive mind. The
Queen orders the hive mind, she controls the hives thoughts and
actions," explained Seven.
Eric paled, "What foul sorcery do you speak of, she enslaves the
body and mind to her will?"
Seven considered attempting explaining the process of
assimilation, then she nodded, "When you are assimilated you are
not aware of yourself as an individual, only as part of the hive
mind. You have no thoughts of your own; no will of your own."
Eric looked at her with pity and said, "So your parents when
they lead you to her were not aware you were their child?"
Seven looked away for a moment and then nodded to him.
One of the men farther down the table from her asked, "This
maturation chamber you stayed in it for twelve years? How were
you kept alive, more sorcery? Were you aware during the time?"
Seven looked over at him and replied, "I was in the chamber for
twelve years, I was not aware of the passage of time, I was
supplied with nutrients by the chamber and waste was taken away
by the chamber."
"Sorcery," the man replied and Seven resisted the urge to
correct him. She knew there was no way to explain to him how a
maturation chamber worked.
"What happened once you came out of this chamber?" asked Altea.
Seven hesitated and then answered, "I did what the Queen wished,
I interpreted various types of data that had been collected, and
I participated in the assimilation of several different
Eric asked, "You remember what you did even though you were
"I remember every action; I remember the look on their faces as
I assimilated them as a drone. I remember killing those that
were found unfit for assimilation. I remember that I had no
emotion as I did these things, no remorse, no anger, just the
will of the Collective that they were to be added to us to
increase our perfection." said Seven.
Seven was staring in front of her as she said this, her voice a
monotone. Jorunn walked over behind her and rubbed her arms,
whispering to her, "You're free now Annika, you're not a slave
of these Borg anymore." Seven started and then relaxed somewhat
and gripped her hand briefly in thanks.
Eric looked at the young woman with pity; it had been
disconcerting to see how she had slipped into an expressionless
unemotional way of speaking when she talked about her time as a
slave. It was obvious that it still affected her greatly and he
had to admit if he could remember doing such things and having
no control over his actions he would be strongly affected as
well. "Yet you are free of them, how were you freed?"
Seven's face relaxed and she smiled slightly, "Not willingly, I
was assigned as liaison to a ship called Voyager. The Captain of
the vessel knew of a way to defeat an enemy of the Borg and in
exchange for her assistance the Borg promised her passage across
Eric asked, "She wasn't afraid of being enslaved by the Borg?"
"She was but Voyager had been transported by a powerful being
far from their home. Captain Janeway knew that it would take
Voyager seventy years to return; if they could cross Borg
territory it would cut several years off their journey. She felt
the gain was worth the risk." explained Seven. "The Borg ship I
was on was destroyed protecting Voyager so the weapon would not
be destroyed. Four drones including me, Captain Janeway and Lt.
Commander Tuvok were able to transfer to Voyager before the ship
was completely destroyed."
Seven paused and then continued, "Captain Janeway was injured
when the Borg ship was destroyed and we were forced to interact
with her First Officer. He proved unwilling to honor the
agreement and we were ordered to force Voyager into a
confrontation with our enemy. He managed to destroy the other
three drones but I succeeded in forcing Voyager into the
confrontation and our enemy was defeated with the help of the
weapon they developed."
"Captain Janeway resumed command and when the battle ended I was
ordered to assimilate Voyager. However, Captain Janeway had
anticipated my action and she successfully stopped my attempt
and in doing so broke my link with the Borg," said Seven.
The hall had been silent listening to the tale; Eric broke into
the noise and asked, "She broke the sorcery that enslaved you?"
Seven nodded, "She did, though I was not pleased about it for a
long time. I demanded to be taken back to the Borg to rejoin
them. I only had my memories as a child of being an individual.
It was uncomfortable, lonely; I missed the constant presence in
my mind of the billions of voices of the Borg."
An older man with white hair and a long beard asked, "You could
hear their voices in your mind all the time?"
Seven nodded, "Yes I was never alone, when I became an
individual I could not stand the silence at first, the
separateness. I did not understand the people around me, they
were irrational, inefficient, each with their own agenda each
acting apart from the others. I did not fit in. Captain Janeway
tried to help me as best she could, but it took me along time to
begin to appreciate being an individual."
Eric asked, "When were you freed from your slavery."
Seven answered "Twenty one months ago."
Eric asked, "What has happened to you during that time, how did
you come to be here?"
Seven continued speaking telling them of her experiences, her
arguments with the Captain, her growing respect for the woman
who had taken her in and tried to help her become an individual
again. She spoke of how she finally came to cherish her
individuality, yet she still continued to be separate from the
other members of Voyager though she had risked her life for them
several times. They could not see beyond her Borg mannerisms and
she was unwilling to admit to how much their behavior hurt her
preferring to hide behind her emotionless Borg mask.
Seven paused and drank some of the mead and continued explaining
how the Queen had threatened Voyager and forced her into joining
her again. While she was speaking Jorunn came and sat down
beside her occasionally stroking her back and arm. Seven was
aware of the quiet reassuring presence of Altea as well and
between the two of them she felt surprisingly comfortable
talking about her experiences.
"The Queen surprised me; she did not wish to assimilate me but
allowed me to keep my individuality. She linked my thoughts only
with hers and while I was regenerating looked through my
memories of what had occurred since I had been severed from the
Collective. When I awoke she told me that I had been allowed to
be taken by Voyager, that she had planned for me to become an
individual so that she could understand what it was to be human.
I stayed aboard her vessel for several days before she ordered
me to develop a weapon that would allow her to enslave Voyager
and the people they were from. I refused; she told me I was
allowing my emotions to cloud my mind. She told me to forget
Voyager they were not my family, the Borg were my family. Then
the Queen brought forth a drone that I recognized, it was my
father." Seven paused and looked around at the faces of the
people they were quiet.
"It did not have the effect she wished, I called him Papa but he
did not recognize me. He was emotionless, a drone, a Borg. Then
I heard Captain Janeway's voice telling me to hold on and I knew
she was coming to rescue me. Unfortunately the Queen detected it
as well and began to search for them. Eventually she found their
ship and I believed they would be assimilated, I attempted to
attack the Queen but she was too strong. It was then that
Captain Janeway entered the Queens Chamber and told her to call
off her attack on the shuttle, a small ship, and release me or
she would destroy her," said Seven.
Eric stirred and asked, "How many warriors did she bring with
her to rescue you? How many made it through her lands with her
to confront the Queen?"
Seven smiled and replied, "She brought four members of the crew
beside herself, and she confronted the Queen alone. Lt.
Commander Tuvok was with her but she sent him to sabotage
the.... magic the Queen was using to protect herself."
The hall stirred at hearing this and several voices were heard
discussing Captain Janeway's bravery in confronting so dangerous
a foe alone. Seven continued, "She threatened to use....
powerful destructive magical weapons to destroy the Queen's
chamber. The Queen did not believe that she would kill herself
and began to attack but Captain Janeway ordered the shuttle to
prepare to use the weapon and the Queen stopped the attack."
Eric broke in, "She was willing to kill you and herself if she
could not free you?"
Seven nodded, "I was not afraid to die; the alternative was to
become a drone again. To loose my individuality and be forced to
assimilate Voyager. Captain Janeway was also willing to die
rather than become a drone."
Eric smiled and said, "And willing to risk death to save you
from such a fate as well, she must have planned that when she
took so small a rescue party. She would either succeed or they
would all die. A bold and daring plan, she must be a brave
woman. What would be her name in our tongue, Captain seems to be
Seven straightened and nodded, "Captain is her title, and her
name would be Kathryn Edwardsdottir by your custom."
Seven continued her story, "The Queen freed our vessel and Lt.
Commander Tuvok succeeded in his mission. But before we could
escape the Queen managed to bring back her.... spells. I
informed Captain Janeway where to attack to destroy the Queens
ability to control the Collective and once that was done she
could not control her drones and we were able to escape. It did
not take her long to repair the damage enough to order her ship
to give chase. The damage was extensive enough to prevent her
from communicating with the other Borg ships so only her ship
gave pursuit. We were able to make to where Voyager was waiting
and they were able to destroy the Queens ship."
The hall gave a great cheer but Seven was aware of Altea
frowning beside her, when the noise died down she asked, "Was
your father still on the Queen's ship?"
Seven nodded, and the hall grew quiet again as this sunk in.
Eric asked, "Shield maiden you seem to never have any blessings
that do not come with a great sorrow." He paused and asked,
"When did the events you just spoke of happen?"
Seven replied "Five weeks ago."
Eric said, "Then tell us of what has happened since then and how
you came to be here to protect my cousin."
Seven told them about the last month, of how she had been
captured by Muahe. When she spoke of her death the hall was
eerily quiet, and Jorunn put one arm about her waist and her
other hand crossed over and gripped one of Seven's. She told how
she had been reborn by the power of a goddess. How her Borg
implants had been replace by ones made by the same goddess. How
she had begun training to be a warrior. Finally she told them
that she had fallen asleep on Voyager and had woken to find
herself standing on the hill watching the group of women
"I could not do anything but defend them once I heard the plans
Hakan's men had for the women and children. They were going to
kill the infants. I was made to enslave others once.... but I
will not stand by and allow that to happen now that I am an
individual," finished Seven.
The hall was silent for a moment as everyone looked at her
resolute face, many of them still trying to comprehend what it
would be like to be made to do such things, to exist without any
will of your own.
Finally the old man asked, "But why didn't the Queen simply put
you under her spell again and make you do what she wanted? Seems
as though it would have been easier than trying to persuade
Another voice spoke up, this time it was from a downy cheeked
youth, "Perhaps she wanted Annika to become like she was, maybe
she was lonely, maybe she wanted a Heir."
Seven started violently, staring at the youth, everyone noticed
her sudden movement and the frightened stare she directed at the
young man. They had seen many expressions flitting across the
woman's face tonight but this was the first they had seen her
Eric gently questioned, "Annika, you think he is correct don't
Seven tore her gaze away and took a deep breath and then
answered, "There is always a drone that is designated to become
the next Queen in case something happens to the present Queen.
That drone is always a female, always assimilated by a Queen,
assimilated while young so that the Borg implants are fused with
their structure while they grow, they are intelligent and must
be able to operate as an individual."
Jorunn said, "So you were going to be her Heir, but she didn't
persuade you Annika and she died."
Seven said, "The new Queen will have the memories and
personality of the old, the drone that was chosen will have
their memories overlaid with the personality and will of the old
Queen. That is the way that the Borg ensures that the new Queen
does not change the nature of the Collective. She will still
seek me out if I am one of the designated drones."
Jorunn shook her and said, "You are not a drone now Annika, your
Captain Janeway will protect you, she has before why don't you
trust her to again."
Eric spoke up, "So even the Queen is not really free, each new
Queen is enslaved by the old, does she think to live forever by
transferring her spirit to a new body?"
Seven stared at Eric pondering his words, they were
superstitious but in a manner he was correct the first Queen in
a sense had lived on in each of the succeeding Queens. "I do not
know, I only know that I do not want that fate," said Seven.
Eric nodded and said, "It is a horrible fate to have hanging
over you head, yet you have a goddess who has made you one of
her own. Surely she will not allow this to happen?"
Seven said thoughtfully, "Perhaps she will help me; I believe I
am here to hear what I heard. To realize that I was one of the
drones designated to be a possible Queen."
Eric said thoughtfully, "You cannot fight a battle if you do not
know what the enemy desires. Now you know what she desires,
maybe that will suggest a strategy to you shield maiden."
Seven nodded, and Eric said kindly. "You look tired shield
maiden; if you wish Jorunn and Altea will show you to your
quarters. If you are still here on the morrow, will you join us
for the battle?"
Seven replied, "If I am still here I will join you to fight